Hold tight to your dreams

I'm taking a trip soon and all I can think about is pay day on wednesday and then Michael, Louis, Christian, Marcus, Karl, and Prorsum.

old

habits

die

hard

I also am having some elation over a certain bread company, meat from Rudy's (that I will smell), and my Mother and Father and Sister and Brothers.

when you think happiness... i hope you think that little black dress

secret desire i'm only sharing with people who read my blog: i want to be taylor swift. i would also settle for lauren conrad.

Feliz Cumpleanos

Happy two year anniversary to my blog. How many times have I thought about deleting this things and here we are, two years later, still cryptically complaining about boys and the weather.

Soco Amaretto Lime

Today is April 14; Exactly 8 days until graduation from college. Last night I was at Target and I started reading greeting cards (that's normal. I approach Target like this - food, candy, shoes, dvds, greeting cards, and jewerly) Well there is an entire graduation greeting card section and I started thinking that this is kind of a big deal. It feels really anticlimactic because I still feel like a 16 year old girl trying to figure out where I'm going to be tomorrow and who I'm going to be with and where I will work and what eternity is. All the same things I thought about when I was 14 and 15 and 16 and now 22. I don't mean to throw myself a pity party but I think I will.

The next 8 days will be a blur. I won't make it. My family will come in town and I'll have to hide from them and people will send me money and I will have to send it back because in my version it never actually happens. In my version I stay young forever and I wish on stars and I sit with my parents as they talk to me about the future.