9/18/10

I can't even breathe- it's like i'm looking from a distance standing in the background
Everyone's saying, "He's not coming home now"
This can't be happening to me.
This is just a dream

Preacher man said let us bow our head and pray,
'Lord please lift his soul
and Heal this hurt'
Then the congregation stood and sang
the saddest song that she ever heard

The the guns rang one last heart
and it felt like a bullet in her heart

It's like i'm looking from a distance standing in the back ground
Everyone's saying he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me.

This is just a dream.

Spirituality yields two fruits. The first in inspiriation to know what to do. The second is power, or the capacity to do it.

Richard G. Scott

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand

I'm sitting here in apartment #417 which according to the lease, and the amount of money I have spent, is mine. Listening to Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield. Have you ever actually listened to the words of that song? It is empowering. Empowering like an Alanis song. Empowering like of course I'm going to think about why I decided to move here and do this and risk this but I feel like I am writing a book so I can make it end exactly how I want.