And yet, with all the peace and joy, somewhere in me there is a discontentment. It is a fear that I am not doing as well as I think. Maybe it's facade and tomorrow I will wake up in shambles. Maybe it will be at the end of my next beginning, maybe it will be when mom remarries, maybe it will be when my children ask about you. I don't know when, but I know that I will feel again the feelings I worked so hard to overcome.
For now, I will enjoy the joy and peace that is coming, because that's what you did. Live everyday like it is special. Treat everyone like they are special. Be patient and optimistic. Just like you said to be.
Love, Mo.
4 comments:
just found your blog. good stuff girlie. pulls at the heartstrings and makes me laugh. as if my critique even matters...anyway, i like it.
i appreciate that. of course your opinion matters!
Made me cry! Miss him every second. Miss you toooo.
This is mom though, not Kiki
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