I won't tell anyone because thats not my style. I don't feel on the outside. I don't see the reason. I don't like vulnerabiity. I have a lot of growing up to do. I am certain that I miss you. I wish for one more opportunity just to let you that because you always knew what to say and you understood me. I wish I would cut through my exterior and embrace other people who get me but instead I run. Because I miss you and I don't know what else to do.
Secretly hoping nobody reads this but also hoping everyone Knows.